I know I have to

Day one of cold turkey. Morning. Coffe. I forgot to pour in milk or sweeten it with sugar. Guess I am a bit nervous.

Day one of not smoking. Morning. Coffe. No cigarette.

And of course I have longingly entertained the thought that one goodby cigarette could not hurt in fact it would rid of the nasty morning cravibgs - nastier than all really - but if I do that, than in ten minutes I will be 10 minutes into giving up, ands as it stands, given that I have just woken, I have not had a cigarette for a whole 10 hours.

I know I have to.

Let me get some milk and sugar.