18/10/2010

Dumb and Dumber

First time parents.
Clueless.

We don't even know what to buy.
Transfixed on little Prada shoes birth to three months.
Mesmerized by little dresses, pretty with embroidery and all. Just in case newborn has to go to a ball.

But what pushes me over the edge is buggies.
I really want a nice one.

Although they are 700 pounds and probably by the time I will get to use it will be a whole different situation.
A new life.
A new life with new priorities and and humangus breasts.

A designer buggy would just mock my great-big, vertically expanding, knee-length breasts.

Information overload

Oh, if there is one time when the less you can find out the better it is when you are pregnant.
Expecting and the internet do not match, I think one schould just read one book and stick to it and not listen to much else.

If you happen to be Hungarian and you are friends with a few of your homies than you will do well not to slap the fools who never had as much as a misscarriage but will have plenty of good advise and guidelines.

Oh and the words, the bloody words, yummy mummy, fuck off, but what really is an outrage is "pocaklako" which is like tummy-tenant. I hear that or read that and want to shout at the cretens in furious anger.

Ok, so I am nice the whole day, than I let anger walk me home (commute fueled by private mind games in witch I handle a very tricky situations, defending people, etc..)

Than I calm down.

But occasionally I will have to cyber rumble.

Sorry.

09/10/2010

Meeting Spring

I think it is much better to have the baby arrive in spring. Because it is met by a world of sunshine and warm, which might be enough for a sunny disposition.

We live in the Uk.

Baby will know that world can be sunshine and warm for a few hours before it goes away.

07/10/2010

Silence

I will not speak about the many discomforts of life nowadays.
Enough to feel them.
Think about them.

They match my anxieties and nightmares. All in dark greens of shades.

I carry them all.

The pain, the joy, the life, the aches.

And yet I am happy.
Happy in a way I was never before.